LaSt dAy oF sChooL !!!!!!!

Sigh.. today a bit sad.. cos itz the last day of school.. n we'll be changing classes next sem.. dunno if will be able to see all the of them next sem.. sigh.. only got close to them this two weeks.. n will have to be separated already.. haiyo.. haha.. quite she3 bu4 de2 the class.. but no choice lah.. now oso dunno wad to sae.. juz noe will miss them e next sem.. really hope we will keep in contact..
anyway.. went to cafe cartel for cindy's treat.. really ate a lot.. shouldn't have ordered the jumbo combo plus the pizza plus the ribs.. dunno how we managed to finish the entire thing.. haha.. but lay kuan can really eat.. haha.. glad cindy had a surprise when she saw e cake.. haha..but cafe cartel's food is really nice.. at least i "fulfilled one wish".. have at least 5 more to go.. haha.. dunno if there will be ppl to accompany me.. and my bloody ankle is starting to pain me again.. dunno y the hell it chose to starting acting up at this time.. not that there is ever a good time.. but y act up at all right? and i haven't done a thing to strain it or wadeva.. it juz started to pain me when i was walking.. sigh.. but should i tell them my parents? cos if i tell them.. they'll sure want me to go to the sensei.. n it'll cost like 20 bucks per visit.. n i dun think my ankle will recover with a visit.. so how?
anyway, thinking abt tb040 again.. had a lot of fun with them.. dun think will be able to meet anybody like them.. haha.. i like wad sentimental freak.. juz hope everybody will turn up for the bbq next week..
was reading cc n rena's blog juz now.. and they had this volleyball competition n could play volleyball for their sports&wellness.. n it was then that i found out how much i miss volleyball.. really hate that feeling.. cos volleyball is a game that not much ppl noe how to play.. so itz like itz so damn difficult to find sb to paly with.. n would need a ball n a reasonably large space to play in.. so i hate missing vball.. but there's no choice.. sigh.. when i read their blog.. couldn't stand reading anymore.. cos was so damn jealous.. haha.. act for the class outing? i chose sentosa cos at least there'll be a chance that we'll be playing beach vball.. so guess that's gone now.. sigh........................ so sad leh... but have to stop moping ard already.. cos e exams are coming..
Hope can see a lot of them this holiday.. muz have a lot of outings kay....

I saw him!

I can't believe i saw him again after all these years.. act, itz not years.. but please be assured that it has been quite long.. abt a yr or so already.. N at sch of all places.. act, shouldn't be surprised that he's there cos there was e inter-varsity volleyball match n brandon n xinfu was playing.. n those 2 guys were from TP.. guess he juz went there to take a look.. N now i'm blaming myself why i didn't follow my feelings n join e organising team for the vball matches.. sigh~ anyway, he hasn't changed much.. looks pretty mush the same.. 'cept that he was wearing a cap, so couldn't see his face v well.. but elizabeth said that he wasn't bad looking.. haha.. but that's a pretty general statement.. she also said he would look better if he had more build.. but think he's not bad now.. considering that he was quite skinny when he was sec2.. haha.. anyway, ruiling was wih them too.. she saw me.. i know she recognized me.. but guess she wasn't that inclined to at least greet or smile at me.. i know she recognised me 'cos she looked at me for a long while.. & after we walked passed each other when i looked back to confirm wad i saw, they guys were looking back.. so i guess she told them she saw this girl from xinmin vball or wadeva.. in any case, she knew me, knew tt i recognised her (cos i smiled at her), but didn't wan to greet me..
so guess that's the last time i'll see him for a long time.. haha.. called jane after i saw him.. she asked if my heart did beat a tad faster when i saw him.. i can't say it did.. but i oso cannot say it didn't.. so be welcomed to draw wadeva conclusions u have abt my feelings for him right now..
if u sae i still have some for him.. den it'll be quite silly, cos it has been like 2 yrs.. it is absurd.. don't u think? Esp those hu know wad really happened during those days.. Lucky not many know.. haha.. anyway, he's part of the past now.. i won't ever see him again.. & if u're reading this n think i still like him n know him personally or thru somebody, pls keep this to urself or i'll help u stuff it up ur ass, thank you very much. haha.. sorry for e crudeness.. (The "haha" was there to lighten e atmosphere, but i'm still serious) Anyway, not many ppl know hu i'm toking abt.. so it beta not get ard else i'll noe hu spread it.. i know i sound really angry n fierce n defensive right now.. but i really, seriously don't like ppl talking behind my back.. i didn't like it then, n i don't like it now.. ya, i noe.. nobody likes ppl talking behind their back.. but i've had enough of blatant lies n transparent "acting" back then.. so pls dun act as if i'm stupid.. if u're speculating some things abt me, come ask me.. i'm not "blissfully unaware" of those things.. n i won't eat u up.. i can't believe that after 2 yrs of spending time together everyday u guys still don't understand me.. guess that was too much to ask..

bUsy BuSy bUsY...

This few days really quite busy.. n think itz onli going to get busier.. cos have to rush the econs thing.. n after that still have to do the comm skills report writing.. n have to study for the semestral exams n teach thow hwee chinese.. haha.. his chinese really sucks.. anyway, hope i can finish everything on time.. oh ya, still have to find a holiday job.. sigh~ then now no money liao.. spent almost all on food.. unnecessary stuff.. n wed n thurs will have to spend again.. think will spend at least 50 bucks.. aiyo... really bankrupt liao.. haha.. N i have so many things i wan to buy!! A laptop, an ipod, an adidas slingbag, charlesnkeith slippers.. sooo many.. really die arh.. anyway, saw a lot of ppl yday.. saw weikit n samuel.. samuel's cuter.. haha.. mayb cos of his dressing.. lucky they din see me.. haha.. then saw derek.. was on his way home after dinner.. this 2 days keep seeing him.. haha..

$mY MonEy...$ hahaha~

Know why my title is the above? itz cos i wasted my 7 bucks on cab fare yday.. sigh~ but guess it was inevitable.. cos i didn't want my grp members to wait for too long.. n i was already feeling damn guilty for misplacing the progress report n not being there for the meeting.. then in e end sophia announced that the progress report was with her.. haha.. but didn't feel much lah.. it isn't really her fault anyway.. cos didn't remember that i passed the progress report to her anyway.. n we didn't really tell her what we wanted.. sigh~ can onli blame myself for not remembering.. haha..

3 mIsSinG... 

wItH mY buLLy, WeI LiN 

HaPpY tEacHeRs' DaY~!

Had some fun yesterday seeing people whom i have not seen in a looooong time.. like josephine, weilin, hanting and a lot others.. found out that everybody has changed.. A LOT.. haha.. really.. esp the girls.. it seems like everybody is prettier now.. n some of the boys.. guess people do change n become matured.. anyway, found the performance really boring.. except for the teachers' performance which was really funny n touching..saw most of the teachers.. thay haven't changed much.. which is to be expected.. haha.. took quite a few pictures too.. which was great.. cos have nv taken a pic with josephine b4.. haha.. and that weilin is still bullying me.. haha.. at least i bullied her a little yday.. hahaha~ saw thow hwee and had quite a long chat with him.. he has changed a lot.. more than anybody i saw that day.. haha.. now so ang moh pai.. have to speak perfect eng to him.. haha.. still found a bit of the old thow hwee in him.. but he has really changed a lot..anyway, wish him all the best..

Then after that went to kbox with meihui rena and cheng2.. sang for a full 5 hrs.. haha.. saw e guy rena n cheng2 were so crazy abt.. not bad lah.. haha.. and he was quite nice to us lah.. cos he gave us an additional bowl of titbits.. haha.. anyway, sang until our throats were dry.. but we onli had a glass of drinks.. so had to suffer through.. haha.. and actually wanted to service my phone.. but found that the shop has closed down or is renovating or wadeva.. so couldn't.. hai~ so sad.. haha..

with Mrs. Yim 

2 missing... 

There's no title today.. cos can't think of any..

went to kbox today with them today.. went quite late lah.. reached dere at abt 6.. was quite late cos we thot they were only going in at abt 1830.. so we took our time.. didn't know that they were singing from 4 or 5 sth already.. if not would have gone down much earlier.. anyway, had quite a lot of fun singing.. first time went to kbox with guys.. haha.. a bit funny.. and that erich said i was tone deaf.. made me so angry.. haha.. but it made me wonder if i'm really tone deaf.. sigh~ all because of that stupid guy.. but if i'm really tone deaf.. i would nv sing again.. then jiahui n alvin ordered tequila.. haha, felt like drinking.. but there damn ex.. so didn't.. n had a sip of jiahui's whiskey.. it was so strong.. haha

then today went for the finals for the captains' ball.. played with a bunch of losers.. made me so angry.. i nv imagined that girls can be so rough.. once you have the ball, they'll attack you.. they like animals.. haha.. shan't spend any more time on being angry at them.. but we had our revenge when tb036 beat them 8-4.. haha.. was supporting the red team all the way.. know we looked like sore losers.. but why be polite to people with no sportsmanship?
played basketball today.. it has been like 4yrs since the last time i played.. so really enjoyed it.. though we were like playing a slow game.. haha.. but i still want to play volleyball n badminton.......... Anybody who wants to play come find me okay???

FiNaLLy..

The two of them resolved matters earlier this week.. altho i still don't know what on earth happened between the both of them, i'm juz glad they worked things out.. else i oso won't know what to do.. and we finally got the comm skills presentation out of the way today.. was in a lot of pain wearing that pair of shoes.. and i am having shivers just thinking that i'll have to wear that pair of shoes again next next week.. sigh~ hope my blisters will be fine by then.. anyway, had the captain ball heats today, and we won.. but onli by a 3pt difference.. so dunno if we'll get into the finals.. shawn, alvin n yijun really played v well.. haha..

LoSt & cOnfUseD...

Haven't updated the blog in quite a long time.. for about a week.. actually haven't been quite busy.. just don't noe y i couldn't find the time.. i really have to start learning how to organize my time well cos I'm like wasting all those valuable stuff doing rubbish and things that do not need that much of my time.. hai~ so sian.. Actually quite a lot of tings have happened over the past week.. esp in the Olympics, like the match Ronald Susilo lost to Boonsak Ponsana, who is now my fave in badminton.. haha.. And the matches Li Jia Wei fought so magnificently in.. Hope they'll have another good chance the next Olympics.. today saw this men's volleyball match.. russia vs italy.. really admire italy's defence.. it was really really good.. their spikes were also good.. altho they lost, i think they really palyed a good game.. And think there were a few debatlable points in the match.. there were some points which i think should have been awarded to the Italians rather than the Russians.. But that is just my opinion and the Italians'.. guess would just haf to trust the empire.. Anyway, been a long time since i saw such a great match..

The reason I'm feeling lost is cos I have no idea right now what I'm supposed.. think itz cos there are really too many things to do.. so many that i have no idea where to start from.. Now after the presentation for the CS.. would have to worry over the report writing which would be even more tedious than the presentation.. haha..

And I'm confused cos of the things told to me today.. really made me think and wonder a lot.. which is actually not v good for my brain.. haha..hope can get an ans tmr..

iNjuRiEs aLL oVeR..

Kay.. have to admit.. my title's quite exaggerating.. haha.. but i really have injuries lah.. haha.. last week juz had an iron burn on my hand.. den had to explain the burn to alomst everybody i see.. den today got attacked by the bus door.. haha.. so had to walk around with a limp today.. so kang kor.. anyway, would rather have an injury anywhere else on my leg den on the toe.. so hard to walk.. hai~ wonder where my next injury will be.. haha~

I LOVE RONALD SUSILO!

haha.. this beta not be seen by somebody who knows ronald susilo personally.. i'll be so embarrassed.. but he really rocks man.. YEAH!!!!! Ronald Susilo from Singapore beat Lin Dan the no. 1 in China 2 - 0.. haha.. first time man.. really love him.. haha.. anyway, wish him all the best in the rest of the Olympics..

gUiLty & rEgRetFuL...

Feeling guilty.. cos actually told Sally would be going to see fireworks with them.. but then after that found out that we had to do this bloody csa assignment.. so in e end had to disappoint Sally and the rest cos really had too many things to do.. & i haven't even done finish all of them after the whole day.. and the other reason i'm feeling guilty, is cos i caused the whole classto be unable to "escape" from doing the csa thing.. cos actually cindy and erich were deciding to juz blame norshida cos she didn't tell us anything.. but then they found out that i've already sent a msg to almost everybody in class abt e thing.. so in end had to do it anyway.. so can understand why i'm feeling guilty? esp towards erich and cindy.. Here's a big and bold SORRY to the both of you..

ANd i'm feeling regretful cos i didn't go see the fireworks with sally they all.. was actually looking forward to seeing them and the fireworks again.. but in e end, had to give up the chance cos i took so much time to do so little things.. hai~ really should speed up my rate of doing things.. cos if i continue my present speed.. i think i would miss out on a lot of things.. haha...

And now i'm watching the badminton match between susilo and lin dan.. haha.. din realise susilo was actually so strong.. knew he was the best in Singapore.. but really din know that he was actually on par with the best in China.. haha..really love him man.. but this game is really v long.. cos the service keeps going to and fro between them.. haha..itz really a very close fight.. hope susilo will win..

pRojeCtS~

Finally felt the hate factor of projects.. there seems to be an unending stream of things to do.. just as you think that u have completed something and is feeling a small sense of accomplishment, you rmb ot is reminded that there are still tons of things that you have not done yet.. haiz~ and the deadlines are all just around the corner.. wonder if we'll ever get everything done in time sometimes.. Anyway, had a great time doing the CSA project on thursday.. haha.. think itz rare for sb to sae that he/she had a great time doign any project.. but we really did.. cos there was a lot of nonsense being tossed around.. esp by that crazy elizabeth.. kept repeating the same thing.. li4 mai4 ji3 siao3 siao3, zhe4 dao1 si3 wa4 eh2 cu4.. she really was crazy that day.. haha.. and monica kept teasing sophia abt her chinese name.. Bao Lian.. HAHAZ.. anyway, they stayed at my hse till 11sth to finish e project.. had so many things to do.. lucky we managed to finish it.......

den yday went out with elizabeth to town.. walked back and forth between zara, fox and mango.. haha.. actually thot we wouldn't have much places to go to and would finish our shopping quite early.. who knew that we finished juz at abt e time monica finished work.. so went to find her.. and was convinced to walk all e way back to far east from centrepoint to take 132.. so we walked and was stopped by this guy who wanted to do a survey.. and dat elizabeth so kookoo.. told him wadeva he wanted to know.. haha.. in e end we had to listen to those guys from prudential talk abt e savings plan for abt 20mins or more.. haha.. den after that finally could go home though we did stop along e way to look at a few things.. anyway.. i took e same bus as monica to sin ming where i got cheated by the menu.. haha.. act wanted to order cheese prata.. in e end ordered cheese n mushroom prata which is like so much more expensive.. hai~ felt so guilty abt letting monica spending almost 10 bucks on e supper.. muz find aday and give her a treat back.. anyway, we went back to e bus stop, and realised that she cheated me.. haha.. i didn't have any straight bus going back home.. had to change bus.. and it was already abt 1130 at night.. was worried i would miss e last bus.. actually, monica was more worried than me.. haha.. in e end still got home by bus.. haha..

today's entry is so damned long.. haha.. slow slow read horz...

aT fIrEwoRks.. mEt tHe 6 of tHem 

At the fIrewOrkS 

FirEworKs..

Went out with candy, cheng2 and rena today to celebrate candy's b-dae.. and found out that i was cheadted by rena.. haha.. no lah.. cos she told me tt there isn't a need to where red.. so i dun wear lor.. in e end the 3 of them all wore red.. haha.. we went to e k-ster at chinatown.. it was a lot cheaper than k-box.. but the drinks were in smaller glasses.. haha.. so typical singaporean right? Anyway, found my voice really sucks now.. hahaz.. den we went around chinatown looking for kfc.. saw abt 3 or 4 macs but there wasn't a kfc in sight.. haha.. pathetic us.. lucky we spotted it in a distance.. else we would have gone on searching for it.. den after that we went to esplanade to wait for e fireworks.. walked around for a while.. den sat down by e riverside and took photos.. den meihui called and asked to go back to e esplanade to look for her.. den when we walked half way found out den we couldn't walk back to e esplanade anymore.. cos e security cut off e route.. so actually wanted to ask her to come out herself to find us.. but there was a jam at e colours on e bay.. so she couldn't get to us.. and the things is, after everything was over when we sat by e riverside to rest for a while, i smsed meihui to apologize for leaving her alone cos we all thought she was alone.. in the end we found out that she actually came with her sister and her friends i think.. and she din even bother to reply me to tell me.. made me feel so guilty.. haha..
so we decided to move up, squeezing through the crowd to another place.. then God blessing, the spot we found was directly in front of the place where the fireworks were shot from.. so e view was excellent and perfect.. it looked as if the fireworks were right on top of us.. and at that moment, i thought fireworks were the most beautiful thing in the world.. haha.. i was so awed by the sight.. Actually, we shld be thankful that meihui wanted us to go fetch her.. cos otherwise, we would have stayed at our original spot which wouldn't have given us such a perfect view..
Anyway, after that.. as we were walking back to find a place to get drinks and to meet rena's friends.. saw yizhao and thow hwee who suan me again even though we haven seen each other in like 10mths.. oh ya.. saw mr tan ping hock also.. with his wife n son hu was really cute.. but my favourite people i saw was teddy benson and marcus.. haha.. really din expect to see them there.. they were there with SHE from e workshop.. den took a few photos with them.. hahaz.. anyway, was glad to see them cos v long nv see them liao.. and i was wondering abt something.. cos marcus was talking to me like he knew me.. but i'm not really sure he does cos i wasn't in his sub-empire in camp.. and tt dae at e bbq even though we taught him abt e ingredients in a rojak i dun think he saw our faces all that well cos it was really dark.. anyway, glad i saw them.. after that den went to search for a place which sold drinks.. and in e end we walked all the way to clarke quay to get a cup of drink.. den went home.. haiz.. haha.. din have such a long n nice walk in a long time..
All in all.. had a good time today..

bL***y h*LL~

Yesterday's "class outing" was a utter disappointment.. i promise myself now that i would never ever organise another class outing for the 'beloved' class of 4E2 2003 Xinmin Secondary School.. i really cannot understand how some people can be so assuming, irresponsible, dishonest and irritating - which is too light a word for them. i don't care how busy u are or wadeva, u should have at least given me call to tell me that you're not coming and pls give me valid and logical reason.. a simple sms does not qualify as a resonsible act.. if u don't dare to call me, there were 6 other people there whom i am sure u liked enough to give a call to.. And those people only thought about their blood selves! There actually are two words called racial harmony which i think they have never heard before.. i think they should go back to pri sch to learn hao3 gong1 min2 again.. okay, enough complaining.. there were good parts of yesterday's evening.. had a great time catching up with florence jiaqi meihui cheng2 rena n chinpei.. n we went to eat ajisan.. ate e volcano ramen, which was a disappoinment if u base ur expectations on candy's remarks.. anyway, had fun with e six of them.. and the other plus side is that we didn't have to eat seoul garden (no offense, seoul garden) .. haha.. And the last is that i think i have learnt the final lesson and that is to never trust those people again.. i know it sounds harsh, but i 've been dealt with those disappointments time and again last year and i guess i never learnt.. so now, after yesterday.. i have finally learnt a lessong which should have been learnt last year..
I just hope tmr would fare better..